Thank you very much, I am humbled.
I love the dumped off and trapped feeling of the scene, and as our main character has done this to herself makes it all that much better for me. The wearing of almost nothing trashy one way trip of it excites me, and you just know that all this preparation is for SOMETHING, why else go through all the bother unless it was? Such actions set the mood for our main character and are like foreplay to her, she needs this part too for her to make all this work in her mind.
The brief fantasy of making a torturous snuff film for "that man" while kneeling in front of the green door hints at this, setting the one way, "I'm at his mercy" mindset that she has.
Our main character had been "discovered" in college, or perhaps groomed for such service since then might be a better way of putting it. I'm sure "that man" has video, and even still pictures that are hugely compromising, insuring she will do as told, when told; but she also gets something out of this too. That man knows she needs this kind of treatment, a part of her lives for it, the self destructive part.
I intend to have our main character again placed on display once trapped inside her heavy rough hewn display frame, she bouncing back and forth between the here and now, and earlier displays and exploits she has been compelled to participate in for "that man" over the years. I hope that part doesn't get too confusing, the jumping from one time to another, but I actually intend for this next chapter to be the last one with our main character getting outed and discovered for who she really is. She was a sometimes escort in college after all, and I wonder if her present husband, and her present circle of friends knows this?
I think it would be fun and ironic if her present husband had a double life as well, he going elsewhere while she was "traveling" for work and getting his own kinky fix, perhaps he not quite so vanilla and boring as she thinks, deep down. I already know how that's going to happen, but I don't want to spoil the surprise...
Thank you again for you kind words of motivation, Jackie.