Hey, sorry I am so late replying.
I'm not really into soilerd diapers/nappies, its not really something I like. However, perhaps if I got some unused nappies and poured my own wee into them to fill them up then I'd be more ok with it, would add something more to fill my trash bag.
I would never use a public bin, that'd only be something to fantasize about, over here people throw away allsorts and do put stuff in bins that don't belong to them and there is literally CCTV EVERYWHERE so yea, and obviously there are the dangers we should all know by now. (One of the bins in the carpark on the corner which is a fair sized 4 wheeler bin with a rolling lid has a sticker on it which says "Do not climb into the bin" haha even has a little picture).
I'll be having a few days by myself, so I think the first night alone will be a lot of prep and some normal toying fun and watching porn and stuff, then the next night I will trash myself like I plan, then I may leave it a night or two, adding stuff to the rubbish I was bagged with before, and then let myself get horny again to trash myself again before I lose my free time.
Again things that could still happen due to being jinxed:
a)having to mind my partners younger sibling
b)the trip being cancelled
c)getting the job i went for an interview for
Oh and when I checked recently the hardware shop had stopped stocking the 300 litre bags and is now only stocking 240litre ones *argh* and I can't order online either because I don't have that kind of money and it would be very suspicious to receive a package containing binliners and impossible to hide that from my partner.
Its kind of annoying though that the bottom of my wheelie bin is not flat, there is a raised bit where the wheels are hinged to the bottom so I sit with my feet on that and my ass on the lower part, it gets a bit cramped but I suppose at least it means if I am inserting something I pretty much am forced to sit down on it (which is super hot and yes I know the risks of losing things, I know my limits and know how to be safe and not end up in the emergency room
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Tah for the continued feedback btw,
Skele